The Wicked Witch of Melaque

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This very unhappy woman has mental problems and seems totally unaware she has them.  Spewing her hatred in public as though people can't see right through her.  It's really sad people can't enjoy their retirement relaxing and enjoying such a pleasant place as Melaque, Mexico - but this one can't.  She's been stalking me for the last few years and it's impossible to follow her logic why ... because she either lies or bends the truth to the point of being ridiculous.   Just after I saw her last attack this morning I noticed the cartoon below, which does not really fit but the bit about "good thoughts can't be ugly" sure does

Here is the message board post she made last night at 3:30 in the morning and made her last of 4 Edits at almost 6 in the morning.   She must have insomnia along with her other problems.  Elke Gasvoda is a very sad case.

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must be an IMPOSTOR - according to Sparks - he does NOT drive at night. Sparks lived with Shoe while his house in Pinal Villa was being built and couldn't be bothered to drive after dark! When Shoe couldn't breathe and needed medical attention, he called us and Vern drove Shoe to Echauri Hospital in Manzanillo, because Sparks wouldn't drive at night.

Shoe died the next morning at 11 AM...

So - could not have been Sparks, taking those photos and posting them - he doesn't drive in Mexico after dark.

Edited 4 time(s). Last edit at 03/04/2013 05:57AM by N2Futur.

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The Wicked Witch of Melaque

This very unhappy woman has mental problems and seems totally unaware she has them.  Spewing her hatred in public as though people can't see right through her.  It's really sad people can't enjoy their retirement relaxing and enjoying such a pleasant place as Melaque, Mexico - but this one can't.  She's been stalking me for the last few years and it's impossible to follow her logic why ... because she either lies or bends the truth to the point of being rediculous.   Just after I saw her last attack this morning I noticed the cartoon below, which does not really fit but the bit about "good thoughts can't be ugly" sure does

Here is the message board post she made last night at 3:30 in the morning and made her last of 4 Edits at almost 6 in the morning.   She must have insomnia along with her other problems.  Elke Gasvoda is a very sad case.

March 04, 2013 03:30AM  IP/Host: ---.prod-infinitum.com.mx
Registered: 6 years ago
Posts: 2,780

must be an IMPOSTOR - according to Sparks - he does NOT drive at night. Sparks lived with Shoe while his house in Pinal Villa was being built and couldn't be bothered to drive after dark! When Shoe couldn't breathe and needed medical attention, he called us and Vern drove Shoe to Echauri Hospital in Manzanillo, because Sparks wouldn't drive at night.

Shoe died the next morning at 11 AM...

So - could not have been Sparks, taking those photos and posting them - he doesn't drive in Mexico after dark.

Edited 4 time(s). Last edit at 03/04/2013 05:57AM by N2Futur.

Gaining freedom of my dreams

About 25 years ago I had interesting mental problems.  Interesting that they only seemed to affect me in dreams or half-sleep and interesting that they were very much like the endless squirrel cage circle that R D Laing wrote about in his book Knots.   Not sure how that book was referred to me but I read a lot back then because there was no Internet.  I read also because I couldn't sleep much because of these dreams.   Being sleep deprived for over a year is not a fun experience. 

I think the reason these dreams were so disturbing was they were guilt ridden but I was never given a reason to feel guilty or a solution to the problem.   No definded offence to feel guilty for and no hints at a solution led me to appreciate what I read in Laing's book Knots.   Continued reading and combined with the 'teachings' of J. Krishnamurti who I read endlessly and met years before ... I somehow decided I was playing a game with myself and didn't need to do it.  Within a very short period of time it was over

I have conflict in my personal real life but my dreams are only somewhere betwen sweet and interesting

About Laing

Laing never denied the existence of mental illness, but viewed it in a radically different light from his contemporaries. For Laing, mental illness could be a transformative episode whereby the process of undergoing mental distress was compared to a shamanic journey. The traveler could return from the journey with (supposedly) important insights, and may have become (in the views of Laing and his followers) a wiser and more grounded person as a result.

Two of his excerpts from Knots
They are playing a game.
They are playing at not playing a game.
If I show them I see they are,
I shall break the rules and they will punish me.
I must play their game, of not seeing  I see the game.

I am doing it
the it I am doing is
the I that is doing it
the I that is doing it is
the it I am doing
it is doing the I that am doing it
I am being done by the it I am doing
it is doing it
One is afraid of
the self that is afraid of
the self that is afraid of
the self that is afraid
One may perhaps speak of reflections